let's try to do nuance

Pepi Plowman austin-ghetto-list@pairlist.net
Sun Mar 28 14:30:04 2004


Jon,

Sorry my posts are ununderstandable to you--in the
last one, the stories about being burned in the ovens
and being a Buddhist monk are past lifetimes--the part
about my sister and I being born in a prison camp in
the Philippines and her living in Israel for eight
years took place in this lifetime and is no fantasy. 

Insofar as racism and ethnicism is concerned--it's
true, it's available to all, especially if one has no
experience of other cultures.  I was raped (and so was
my little sister, Gayle) by black men and I made it a
goal to not become a racist because of it.  If
anything as regards black people, I am a reverse
racist, because I esteem so much about them.  I hung
out mostly with African Americans when I lived in
Berkeley because I felt more comfortable with them.  

pep
--- Jon Ford <jonmfordster@hotmail.com> wrote:
> Pepi-- I want you to know that I can read pretty
> well and I tried hard to 
> read your last post, but you are so psychic you
> don't seem to know fantasy 
> from reality. I can't tell which part of your
> family's bio is 
> reincarnation-tales, which is fantasy or weird
> family stories somewhat 
> varnished by time,
> which is just sheer crank-talk. But I do know that I
> didn't intend to insult 
> you or call you or your sister a racist  in my post
> to Mike E. I was talking 
> in general of such bunk as "Israelis are
> reincarnated
> Nazis" and where such thoughts evolve from, how they
> are related to other 
> thoughts such a false analogy as "Zionism is
> Fascism". I wanted to open the 
> discussion into a more general sense of illogic and
> mental infection by 
> slogans. On the other hand, the comments Mike
> recently  made about the 
> difficulty of total acceptance of people of other
> races/cultures rings true. 
> There is always a trace of "difference" in our
> dealings with people of other 
> cultures and ethnicities; we can suppress these
> feelings and try to be 
> totally one with all the world, but in the long run,
> it's better to 
> acknowledge the little bit of unconscious racism we
> all carry around in us. 
> Acknowledging it won't make it go away, but it may
> prevent it from biting us 
> in the butt or coming back to us inr dreams and
> bizarre fantasies about 
> reincarnation.
> 
> Jon
> 
> 
> &gt;From: Pepi Plowman &lt;pepstoil@yahoo.com&gt;
> &gt;Reply-To: austin-ghetto-list@pairlist.net
> &gt;To: austin-ghetto-list@pairlist.net
> &gt;Subject: Re: let's try to do nuance
> &gt;Date: Sat, 27 Mar 2004 12:58:22 -0800 (PST)
> &gt;
> &gt;Mike, this is getting ridiculous!  I really
> can't
> &gt;answer questions that have no basis in any
> knowledge
> &gt;other than a set-in-stone, vituperative point of
> view.
> &gt;  So rather than answer your questions, I will
> tell you
> &gt;a little bit about myself and my sisters.
> &gt;
> &gt;First of all, the Plowman girls are all pretty
> &gt;consciously psychic.  Which is to say, we are
> privy to
> &gt;circumstances, feelings, vibes, future events,
> AND
> &gt;past ones, by virtue of staying in touch with
> that
> &gt;part of ourselves.  It can happen in waking life
> as
> &gt;well as in the dream world.  I would think that
> &gt;everyone has this same capacity, but most don't
> access
> &gt;it.  With good reason.  Sometimes it can be
> scary.
> &gt;
> &gt;Two of my sisters, the one in question, as well
> as
> &gt;another, believe they were burned in the ovens
> as Jews
> &gt;in their lifetime immediately previous to this
> one.
> &gt;I, however, was a Buddhist monk, traveling on
> the
> &gt;Asian island I lived on.  We had camped in a
> bombed
> &gt;out temple for the night.  I hated women in that
> &gt;lifetime, considering them the lowest of the
> low,
> &gt;which accounts for my having the sexism problem
> I have
> &gt;in this lifetime.  I perceive myself as a man in
> a
> &gt;woman's body, but I'm a homosexual man, so I
> love men.
> &gt;  Sounds weird, I know.  But anyway, we were
> bombed
> &gt;again in that temple, and I went skyrocketing up
> to
> &gt;come down, very ambivalently, I might add, into
> my
> &gt;mother's womb in the Philippines.  My parents
> spent
> &gt;four years in the Philippines in a Japanese
> prison
> &gt;camp where both I and my older sister were born.
> &gt;
> &gt;This same older sister emigrated to Israel as a
> Jew.
> &gt;She lived in Eilat for eight years and taught in
> &gt;kubbutzi, speaks Hebrew (I'll be YOU don't!),
> had a
> &gt;beautiful girl child by an Iraqi Jew whom she
> adored.
> &gt;I would say, if anything, my sisters are
> products of
> &gt;my parents' view--having known people from the
> world
> &gt;over--they love ALL people.
> &gt;
> &gt;My mother lived in Japan for seven years
> previous to
> &gt;WWII and corresponded after the war with many
> Japanese
> &gt;friends she had there.  She returned in the 80s
> to
> &gt;Japan to see them again and stayed for two
> years.
> &gt;This is after having been virtually starved to
> death
> &gt;by them.  They ate slugs fried in cold cream,
> &gt;grasshoppers, anything they could get their
> hands on.
> &gt;My father weighed 75 lbs. when we were
> liberated.
> &gt;
> &gt;Hate is too ennervating an emotion to allow
> oneself to
> &gt;indulge in.  I, personally, am estranged from
> it,
> &gt;thankfully.  I may not be thrilled with cops (or
> &gt;authority of any kind), but that's just because
> I'm a
> &gt;hardhead and can't stand people telling me what
> to
> &gt;do--but hate? I don't think so.
> &gt;
> &gt;Please know that there are a million ways to
> skin a
> &gt;cat, a million points of view, not one of them
> the
> &gt;&quot;truth&quot;, except to the person who
> perceives them.
> &gt;Your truth is yours and you're entitled to it. 
> My
> &gt;truth is mine and I'm entitled to it.  You can
> call it
> &gt;what you like, I can call yours what I like, but
> will
> &gt;that really change anything or make any kind of
> &gt;difference? I think not.  Rather than engage in
> a
> &gt;useless badinage, let's just be who we are and
> allow
> &gt;others the same.
> &gt;
> &gt;But may you not hate too much, it's bad for the
> soul
> &gt;(I know, you don't believe in its existence. 
> Oh,
> &gt;well, so be it).
> &gt;
> &gt;Pepi
> &gt;--- Michael Eisenstadt
> &lt;michaele@ando.pair.com&gt; wrote:
> &gt; &gt; Pepi wrote:
> &gt; &gt;
> &gt; &gt; &gt; Jon and Mike,
> &gt; &gt; &gt;
> &gt; &gt; &gt; Think what you like.  It's obvious
> you can't read.
> &gt; &gt;  I
> &gt; &gt; &gt; NEVER said that Israelis are reborn
> Nazis--my
> &gt; &gt; SISTER
> &gt; &gt; &gt; did.
> &gt; &gt;
> &gt; &gt; Then your sister is a good hater. Are you
> proud of
> &gt; &gt; her?
> &gt; &gt;
> &gt; &gt; Did you quote her because you didn't agree
> with the
> &gt; &gt; thought?
> &gt; &gt;
> &gt; &gt; Or did you quote her because you did
> agree?
> &gt; &gt;
> &gt; &gt; In one of your posts you asked me how do I
> know the
> &gt; &gt; Israelis are not reborn Nazis. What were
> you getting
> &gt; &gt; at?
> &gt; &gt;
> 
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